Everyone always tells me i’m pretty, i dress cute, i’m a great model, i wish i was as skinny as you etc. None of them are friends, all aquiantances. The reason why i only have 2 close friends is because when people get to know me, they see i’m not perfect. They no longer say or think the things they used to say or think. When people start to know me, they see i’m just a plain, white tall skinny blonde girl and i hate that. What makes me different is the way i dress. I’m afraid of people to see i’m not really as perfect as they thought i was. And i really shouldn’t be.